It seems as though the year is up but I'm still standing in the same place as before. I just don't understand how it keeps turning out this way. The stupid maze leads me back to the begining and all that worrying and happiness and pain and misery, they all mean nothing because I always come back to the beginning. It doesn't matter how much I change, what color my hair became or the grades I got. In the end, I am still the same loser I was last year and the year before that and a year before that too. I wish they would be some stupid magic words that would let me escape, but it just doesn't happen for some reason.

@настроение: Victory is sweet even in the deep seats.