Twenty Three

- Are you single? - No, I'm plural!
Finally. I'm back because there is things I can't tell everyone.
I'm now taking lessons, learning how to sing.
It's quite difficult and there is not much time.
I'll totally continue after this course ends. But, alas, with another teacher. And that's not my decision.

Life is 'looking up' I must say. It's better now.
I have a car (though I need to repair it a bit).

And I have a lottery addiction.
That's bad. To myself I can admit it.
When you have so many bills to pay it's not wise to spend so much on lottery tickets.

Still don't have a job, but at least I know what I want to try.

Ditched all my lovers. I don't have time for this. I just don't want sex with them anymore. When I suddenly do want sex, I can always please myself, that's enough for me now. I know myself, so it's 10 times better than with someone.


Twenty Two

- Are you single? - No, I'm plural!
Today I finished reading "To Shape and Change". What a great fic! And without horcruxes. So good.
Thanks for the link goes to Реквием Королю.


I want to close my eyes and go to sleep. There is no better thing in the world. Except for food, of course.

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Twenty one

- Are you single? - No, I'm plural!
One of my lovers has the guts to say that I have time for anything but him.
Hah hah.
So what?
I'll let him be offended.
Stupid, very stupid of him.
I'm my own and I don't care if he feels so bad about my preferences.
It's my life and I decide what to do with it.
And I choose not to care about someone who's not understanding about my life situation.
And anyway... For god's sake, pal, you have a wife!

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I feel the wind of freedom.
It's coming soon.
First step will be taken next week.

I still sleep badly. Better to say - sometimes I don't sleep.
But now it's Spring and sunny and all.
So I feel myself better.

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Wishes are coming true. And I'm so very happy about it.

I need to go sleep as always.
And I can't.

Only three month and my life will change to be more interesting. I'll see that it'll do.
So many plans. I want them to come true and as I wish.

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So good to be true.
I said I go to the shop and instead I met with one of my lovers.
Yay! Still got the fire in me.
Maybe it was some kind of depression when I decided to stop it all.
Too soon.
Maybe some morals and whatever, but who cares?
My life is the only one I have and it's my business to live it like I want.

And since then I had (for the first time in a while) an erotic dream. Wow-wow, I wonder why? :gigi:
It was a combination, compilation of the two lovers again.
They are too different, how to pick one?
Men are so sensitive about ending relationships if they think it's ok to continue.
To hell with it.

Bought myself a cool birthday present.

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Yeah, I already see "one hundred seventy five" and so on.
Happy New Year and all that)

I'm lying on my bed listening to music.
I should sleep, but I don't.
At least here I can say that it's freezing outside and our water supply froze as well. But not all, thank Merlin)
We still have a working sink with hot and sometimes cold water.
I found time and some power in me to study yesterday.
Yay, Photoshop, you're going to be mine to rule!

I feel myself useless and trapped and wait for summer only.
Hey, you, whatever is it out there! I need all of our plans to work and be sucsessful.
You hear?
Just do it.
We'll do what we can.

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Still without a job, who cares.
I don't have any strength to do my hobbies for so long, what can I say about a job.
I found some applications but don't have time to send my CV.
And really I couldn't care less. I just want to sleep most of the time.


I'm playing in all sorts (lol, not all, but still) of promo-actions before the New Year.
I want to win.
Wish me luck.
I need it.

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Here I am!
Still alive, feeling good and thankful for it.

I lost myself in Sevvitus fics on fanfiction.net.
And at the same time I read one of Agatha Cristie's books about Hercule Poirot.
It's a lot easier then to get a hold of myself.
At least - reading books - check.

Nothing happens to me, but people remember me. How very sweet of them!

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Making plans. I wish!
I still wish for a letter from Hogwarts.

I need:
- to find and get a job;
- to give money back to my friends;
- to find strength and start physical exercises;
- to take pencil and start practicing drawing;
- to read more books;
- to find a good man (or woman) to love and live with.

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I caught a cold and hate everything about it.
All summer I was ok and now... Please, speed up the time a bit. It's not easy when I'm sound and it's awful when I'm ill.
I need to sleep but I can't - my nose isn't breathing.

The job found me. I don't like the boss.
I think he's not going to help me or do my life easier. And I really-really need this understanding.

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I will be teaching.
Russian to foreigner.
This should be interesting.

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I had a dream this night.
Some man, I couldn't see his face, presented me a watch.
It means that I will be married soon. O_o
Pretty interesting, because I don't even have a boyfriend or something.
And better still - I'm not going to get married, thanks, I was there before. Nothing interesting.

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I'm the one dellusional, as it seems.
I don't remember great pieces of my life.
Could there be done anything about it, I wonder?

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I hate to wash my ears. I still wash them, of course, but without any happiness about it.
It's kind of irrational, but I can do nothing about it.
I had an otitis after I came back from the seashore. Because I was diving and a peace of wood somehow found a way into my ear.
And I hate diving too.

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Sometimes my mother makes me feel bad.
Like when she says:
- We'll buy you new beautiful clothes when you lose weight.
And I need to walk around in old worn clothes. Thanks, mum...
Like only thin people need to wear beautiful and new clothes.
And no, I'm not fat. To be "standard pretty" I need to lose ten kilos.

- Your multicook is shit because I did put in it potatoes and after five more minutes - half a kilo of buckweat. And the potatoes didn't boil!
We have a bet: she will put a usual pot on a electric stove and try cook same way she did. She says potatoes will boil.
If I lose, I'll buy her a big icecream.
Same goes another way round.

- You were in Metro mall with us, I remember it clearly!
But I swear I wasn't. I've never been in Metro mall in my life.
I don't have a card, my father did and he could take only his wife, my mother.
She says I'm the one dellusional.

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I think there is something out there. God or Fatum or whatever you'll like to call it.
I had a very huge problem with money. My problem is - there is no money.
And I found a job if not to fix it, but to help a bit and not to starve.
Yes, it was that bad.
But now it's better.
Thanks, God.

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First watermelon of the season.
My grandma wanted to buy a melon, but I hate them, they make me feel sick.

I've read this "Harry Potter and the Cursed Child".
Just a fanfic, nothing more.
I've seen much better.

Currently reading James Asher's Chronicles.

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I have a friend who's married to an American.
And he's like knows some of my story.
Two times he tried to learn Russian through me without payment.
Every time I bring the payment around - there is the silence.
He's just a greedy one.

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